Easy.

I just want somebody who will stand by my side. Tell me that I’m doing good & everything will be just fine. 

Someone who sees me- sees me for who I truly am, a cold pessimistic, selfish, dark soul & chooses to love me anyway. 

Somebody who doesn’t have to always understand but listens & more than anything, tries– who holds me tight at night and reassures me that we gon’ be alright. 

Someone real, so far from perfect & yet so close. Somebody that loves, loves hard. 

Because loving a man has never come easy, so I just need somebody who will meet me halfway & make this all seem okay. 

Company.

“Question is, can you forgive me baby. Can you forgive me for the way I love you? I love you from a distance. I love you, so persistent.”

-Tory Lanez

Fact is- this is all new to me. 
This vibe we got going on? I wouldn’t change it for the world, but I’m not going to act all nonchalant about it like I’m okay with this & I don’t think about it. 

Like all this doesn’t frighten me a little, like the feeling of needing someone is okay with me because honestly speaking I’ve never really needed anyone but myself, I’ve never come to need someone as much as I need you. 

I’m learning to deal with the emotions & come to terms with the given facts, it’s not easy, especially for me. 

You know It’s kinda hard to be consistent when you constantly doing everything by yourself with no assistance but between you & I , I’m kinda digging the feeling of having someone in corner, someone besides myself. 

Be what it may be, I’m down for the cause. I’m down for you. 

Dear John.

 

I’ve got issues..Yes I do , I’m not always easy, I admit that. I can be cold I admit that too but all I need of you is that you remain by my side throughout, flaws and all because when I’m good, I’m great. 

I promise you. 

I just need you to stick around through this, it will get better! I’ll learn with time, I’ll be better for you…just for you. 

All I ask of you is patience, just be patient with me. Bear with me because I’m trying… 

We all trying.