Déjà Vu. 


Hope, Faith or You? 

They said pick your poison. 

…I’m broken down, once again I’ve been torn apart from within. I’m trying, I’m trying hard to keep it together but I’m afraid I cannot do that for much longer…

They keep taking from me. They taking you away from me. I’m desperate, I’m pleading, I’m on my knees, I’m crying, I’m wailing in despair… 

“Why?, Why are they taking you away from me! Why is history repeating itself, why are we fading my love…why are we fading?” 

We have so much to do still, we’ve made so many plans, plans to give us life, plans to love, plans to simply be so long as you with me… But you are fading, why are you fading my love!?

I can now see: You lied to me, you lied & now you’re leaving me… 
You tried to protect me, guard me from the truth, from our reality & now I’m not prepared for what is to come. Once again I am not prepared for what is to come…

 You keep trying to save me, save me from myself but you cause damage, ignorance is not bliss. 

 You sold me a dream, false hope is what you bestowed perhaps with this beautiful lie you were attempting to convince yourself that there is hope, that there is joy in the room, that we’d make it through this but you fading my love & now I know why…

I’m afraid you broke me, you broke me down, once again I’ve been torn apart from within.

But now who is it to blame? Hope, Faith… Or you? 

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